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Onion Eyes

by Gar Clemens

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Blowing through the cattails and meadow grass From hotel halls through urban sprawl I'm pounding on the gas I can't see the truck stops for the gasoline when the axle is due to crack and the engine is giving out on me Over thoroughfares and rivers and interstates The earth engulfs the roots of smoke and it's choking more each day Coal is still in stacks in freights as far as I can see while the BNSF is runnin' steady right along me It's 90 and risin' at the Kansas City line I can't put the breaks on or pull off to the side The mirage on the road ahead is playing with my eyes When it's 90 and rising at the Kansas City line After months unheard I got word from a roaming friend He said he'd been run ragged and now he's burning through the rims Brother is traveling overseas for land he's yet to claim I swear I'll do the same on the blood of saints that runs through our good name It's 90 and risin' at the Kansas City line I can't put the breaks on or pull off to the side The mirage on the road ahead is playing with my eyes When it's 90 and rising at the Kansas City line.
2.
Onion Eyes 02:54
He went quietly on a Sunday night between the dim lamp light and the howl outside the window frame with a rattling hinge who spoke back and forth like a pendulum click with the clock on the table outside the door who told him he didn't have time no more. All day his heart was gnawing on his mind The echo in his skull sounded something like "goodbye" So quietly he went on that quivering night He drew a nice warm bath and a bottle of wine Every time he placed the bottle to his warm lips The strength left more from his white knuckled fist And it didn't come at all from the wrong he done It came from his Evelyn's long lost love It didn't seem right, he wasn't known to cry But she wasn't there to dry his onion eyes Before the red blood flooded from his blue veins And the memories flickered all around his brain He said, "they'll never ever see the likes of me again" The way his heart had been gnawing at his head for years He had to hide himself away so he could hide the tears The folks he knew got the shock and surprise 'cuz they weren't around to dry his onion eyes And the went quietly on a Sunday night.
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Tomorrow is a long time and yesterday is gone Today stands here like a slow line sluggishly movin' on Waiting on the shopkeeper to turn the sign And turn the turn key lock To grant me entrance to the walls To inspect what he's got in stock... Where I'll run my fingers slowly down the corners of his case To haggle with him prices the relics in the place If tomorrow is a stranger Then the past is tramping gone I wonder what I can find this time behind the doors of Saint Anthony's Pawn Maybe a fabled party ashtray or a pair of her high heels Her hazels I search for second hand I was first to steal Sometimes I check the watches to see how long it's been In sign language their hands tell me lost time ain't found again When each day is born I search some more for things I once adored Lurking around inside the doors... I wonder if I can somehow place what's left without a trace In damp corners inside the walls of Saint Anthony's Pawn I wonder if I can somehow place what's left without a trace To catch the slightest smell or to snag the smallest taste... at Saint Anthony's Pawn...
4.
Her words hung there like a riddle in the air When they ricocheted off my vacant stare My thoughts churned up like a gravel road That ain't seen tires in a years or so She left like ripples on a pond in the sky Given by the kiss of a dragonfly Saint Luke is gonna give one last chance And I'll try to bargain with him best I can When I'm left behind and the bridge gets torched I pull the chairs off the front porch When summer is gone like the locust's song I'm a-go runnin' all winter long 'Cuz the nights get strange and I sleep day Behind heavy doors and window panes Cabin fever gets me all cooped up Then I'm pouring liquor in my coffee cup I've got more reason to go then I've got to stay I should've left years ago anyway I should've left years ago...
5.
It ain't raining It ain't pouring But the Old Man is snoring And his Old Lady is sleeping on the couch Where she's deploring The morning Her right and left brain warring On the train beneath her shoulders Her head will slouch She's dogged eared, dog tired, The dog days just wired Said, "lookin' like she'll be a year long drought." And the blacktop is boiling the eggs in the fridge are spoiling 'Cuz up and down the block the power is out. 100 pounds soakin' wet She sweat through her nice work dress She bought a week long pass with hardly any patience left In the subway on the tracks, trapped hot wind breathed a breath that gasped Her eyes looked through the platform mirage and up the staircase cleft Her dry mouth hummed a song and it went...
6.
1,000 lousy memories that all look the same A decades worth of women I can't recall the names Late at night sometimes When it digs in most I wish I'd have died When I was out there cross-eyed Wanderin' through the Rye For a few cheap laughs, some photographs like a moonlighting clown "There's a place I know when this one is closed Baby, I hate coming down." Late at night sometimes When it digs in most You know I wish I'd have died When I was out there cross-eyed Wanderin' through the Rye
7.
If the bar never did close I'd never go home I'd never be alone Unless I wanted to If the bar never did close I'd never be alone I'd never go home Unless they asked me to When the whiskey don't kill me My heart surely will If the bar never did close I'd be sitting there still If this dump never did close I'd be bleeding out my nose Counting tombstone toes 'Cuz I was runnin' my mouth again If they never did shut the lights I could simply shut my eyes Whistle me a lullaby Until the early morning when I'm rubbing the drunk from mine eyes And I'm ready against my will If the bar never did close I'd be sitting there still If the whiskey don't kill me My heart surely will And if I'm in this for anything It's for the measly thrill If the bar never did close I'd be dyin' there... It's like a should've been gone I just never got started It ain't easy and it's only gettin' harder what with winter on and I just wish it were warmer I might be all right if I make it 'til summer... alright.
8.
let me tell ya honey why i toss and turn at night let me tell ya honey why i toss and turn at night in all my years i never done a damn thing right let me tell ya honey when i plan to go let me tell ya honey when i plan to go first in the morning soon as the the rooster crow it's just one too many evenings that lie about in stacks I can't say when I'm coming back you know better than to ask... now let me tell ya honey what i hope to find let me tell ya honey what i hope to find nothin' in particular, i'm just the travelin' kind when i was born i was brought with a restless mind... it's just one too many evenings that lie about in stacks I can't say when I'm coming back you know better than to ask... I can't say when I'm coming back so honey don't ya ask... i can't say when i'm coming back
9.
Before I Go 04:07
I had so many things to say when I was younger Before my certainty turned to doubt I'm still skin and bones But somehow lost my hunger There's nothing left in this world I give a damn about If I could fight the good fight again Feel the beat in my heart again I could do most anything I know If I could love like I was younger Before I go I had a different love for every different season Lovin' was something I never went without Now they've all gone I understand their reasons There's no part of me left for them to care about If I could stand like a man again Love like I was loved again I could do most anything I know If I could love like I was younger Before I go.

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Produced and engineered by Gabe Liebowitz

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released December 17, 2014

*90 and Rising written by G. Clemens and G. Liebowitz

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Gar Clemens Greensboro, North Carolina

Gar Clemens' delightful Americana-influenced-folk debut full-length may be simple, sleepy and comforting, but it is also thematically captivating, and all too capable of stirring up the kind of nagging life sentiments usually reserved for when your head hits the pillow. (Jamie Downes // 07/01/14//United Kingdom) ... more

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